Apr 06, 2005 23:19
i am: excited for summer concerts
i think: way too much
i know: everything duh
i want: more overtime, and perhaps a roommate
i have: a lot but a good story teller leaves you wanting more....or something
i wish: i was a little bit taller, i wish i was a baller.
i hate: war, guns, things with W in the middle
i fear: the possibility of never having a family of my own
i hear: the starting line
i search:for a map to my sisters apt in grand rapids for fridays show
i wonder: who i'm meant to be with
i regret: the way some friendships/relationships have ended
i love: most people i've met
i always: don't do the things i want to do...lol
i dance: quite poorly
i sing: like i think no ones listening.=
i cry: never, somehow ive gotten kinda hard hearted with that, it actually makes me kinda sad....but i don't cry about it
i do not always: know how to manage my time
i fight: never
i write: very very rarely
i win: ummm, all arguments
i lost: my mind
i confuse: myself
i listen: as well as i can. i think im sort of a.d.d. when people talk to me
i can usually be found: at work, or sitting here
i need: motivation
i am happy: for the most part.
i should: grow some proverbial balls
*describe yourself*
jewelry: pointless
pillow: ive got 6, i use 3 to sleep on...but one is like paper thin, its kinda like a teddy bear kinda thing...lol
CD in stereo right now: eisley, bought it last night at the show. (see latest blog)
piercings: thought about it, see above concerning balls...lol
hair: just got it cutted by my momma, gonna try for a faux hawk on friday
what are you wearing right now: laz shorts, and a concrete t-shirt
in my head: a constant rollercoaster of the same thoughts going up down and around
wishing: for an explanation
after this: sleep
talking to: myself
something you're looking forward to in the upcomming months: more concerts, more work, more time with the cousins
something that you are deathly afraid of: guns
do you belive in love: yes
do you belive in love at first sight: possibly
do you belive in forgiveness: oh yeah
if you could have any animal for a pet:a baby baluga
what are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to: temporarily, phoenix. but i love it here actually...i think im about the only one, but i do
what are some of your favorite pig out foods:i need to stop, lol
whats something you would/you could understand better: math, unit weight of concrete
*in the last 3 days have you?*
cried: nope
bought something: of course ive bought cds
been sick: nope.
sang: yeah
eaten: of course
been kissed: nope :(
felt stupid:not to my recolection
met someone new: yes
talked to someone you had a crush on: yes
had a serious talk: no
missed someone: yes
hugged someone: yep
fought with someone: no
*who*
have you known the longest: my mom i suppose, duh
do you argue with the most: no one really
do you always get along with: everyone
is the trustworthiest: probably erin
makes you laugh the most: bob tomassi, everyone in my family...i come from a long line of smart asses
makes you smile the most: the strangest people at the strangest times
has been there though all the hard times: erin, dennis, brian
has the coolest parents: i dont know too many uncool parents
have the coolest siblings:i dunno
is the smartest: Ale
*personal*
who is your role model: all my uncles
what are some of your pet peeves: blatant lying, just for the sport of it
have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: haha, usually the story of my life
have you ever cried over the opposite sex: ehhhh... yeah.
have you ever lied to your best friend: not about anything serious
ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: not really
rather be dumper or dumped: damn good question, both suck, id rather just stay together
ever liked your best guy/girl friend: erin is my cousin....gross!
do you want to get married: hell yes
do you belive in psychics: nope
do you belive you know the person your going to marry at this point in time: sometimes i think so, but i doubt it
what is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my eyes maybe. theyve got the best compliment of anything about me. thanks sarah davidson, at 15 years old...lol
what is your favorite part of your emotional being: the fact that i love so easily
are you happy with you: most of the time
are you happy with your life: yeah mostly. some mistakes, but who doesnt have em.
if you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: id be less shy, i think that would do wonders for any other problem in my life. anyone know how to change that?