My apologies...
This goes out to the person who volunteered to take me to the hospital E.R. last night...
I'm sorry I mentioned it to you.
I'm sorry you took me of your own free will.
I'm sorry I didn't repeatedly ring the bell for service even though they were preforming medical lab procedures that take a certain amount of time.
I'm sorry you think you're the only one who was bored, uncomfortable, and tired.
I'm sorry I didn't go earlier, like you said I should have.
I'm sorry I didn't go later, like you said I should have three seconds after the aforementioned.
I'm sorry I was in pain that I couldn't control.
I'm sorry I tried to get medical help after waiting a reasonable amount of time to make sure I WOULDN'T be making a big deal out of nothing and going there for no reason.
I'm sorry the doctors and nurses took a long time.
I'm sorry that that's not under my control, cos you're not the only one that had to get up early today.
I'm sorry that everyone I talked to told me to go get help because they cared.
I'm sorry that you are mad that we didn't leave before I saw a doctor.
I'm sorry that you didn't ring that fucking bell yourself if it was such a big deal and needed to be done.
And you know what else?
I'm sorry that you went to a different high school and met all kinds of weird people that you changed around. I'm sorry you're into things that the old you would have dissed. I'm sorry that everyone has to watch what they say or how they act because even when you are with them in person and having a good time they know that it's only a matter of time before everything is going to be ruined. I'm sorry that you make the people who ARE there for you pay for the pain that the people who AREN'T there for you caused. I'm sorry you somehow think it's okay to be an angry and bitter person to someone who thought they were your friend and tries to bring joy and happiness into your life.
You don't believe me. But I'm really fucking sorry.
I'm sorry I mentioned it to you.
I'm sorry you took me of your own free will.
I'm sorry I didn't repeatedly ring the bell for service even though they were preforming medical lab procedures that take a certain amount of time.
I'm sorry you think you're the only one who was bored, uncomfortable, and tired.
I'm sorry I didn't go earlier, like you said I should have.
I'm sorry I didn't go later, like you said I should have three seconds after the aforementioned.
I'm sorry I was in pain that I couldn't control.
I'm sorry I tried to get medical help after waiting a reasonable amount of time to make sure I WOULDN'T be making a big deal out of nothing and going there for no reason.
I'm sorry the doctors and nurses took a long time.
I'm sorry that that's not under my control, cos you're not the only one that had to get up early today.
I'm sorry that everyone I talked to told me to go get help because they cared.
I'm sorry that you are mad that we didn't leave before I saw a doctor.
I'm sorry that you didn't ring that fucking bell yourself if it was such a big deal and needed to be done.
And you know what else?
I'm sorry that you went to a different high school and met all kinds of weird people that you changed around. I'm sorry you're into things that the old you would have dissed. I'm sorry that everyone has to watch what they say or how they act because even when you are with them in person and having a good time they know that it's only a matter of time before everything is going to be ruined. I'm sorry that you make the people who ARE there for you pay for the pain that the people who AREN'T there for you caused. I'm sorry you somehow think it's okay to be an angry and bitter person to someone who thought they were your friend and tries to bring joy and happiness into your life.
You don't believe me. But I'm really fucking sorry.