Aug 01, 2004 11:41
wow i dont like this at all...
when im at my dad's its sometimes all good. but they say "lets go,
we're leaving to"dot dot dot" i.e. church, out, eat, grandma's,
walk....so basically i dont get my full time on the comp. ive missed a
full week of my friend's lives and they(parents) expect me to just get
on, do my thing, then get back off. im like hell no! i need to talk and
get re-aclimeted to my surroundings...also check up on the homies. i
need to see if they need help or anything
at my mom's its "shape up or you'll be out of my sight in 24 hours"
"get off the comp, i need it" "whaaa!!!! hiccup hiccup!!"- Baby Mason
has the hiccups a lot...haha
then when im at a friends...or with my love its like "woooahhh,
chillll, cooool, alllriiightt...not like rush rush rush!!! im all laid
back. and i dont do that enough. im gonna explode. and raging waters
doesnt thrill anymore... it used to...but i go there and end up hanging
with my lil sis (who i just recently while camping taught her how to
swim) she's alright, but she hangs on me a lot. i guess ill "miss it"
when she's older...but im not gonna ignore her forever ill be the cool
sister who drives her places with her friends. and when she needs my
help, for real, ill be there for her. and we'll be best friends, but i
guess the age difference makes it difficult to hang out with her ALL
THE TIME. and my parents are like "why do you always push her away"
"cuz i dont like being a jungle gym!!" why ask me question i dont want
to answer?!?!?
sooo yeah...i really love spending time with the man. our kisses are
sweet and love-filled. i cant help but think about our future, baby.
ill always love you.
woo, my parents just got back from a cruise to alaska and they got me
all these cool things...a beenie, a lil diamond necklace, a black shiny
ring, and awesome footage of a huge ice burg falling apart...omg its so
majestic and beautiful. i know... "oh wow, a big chunk of ice
falling....big thriller" but it does something to you when you see this
HUUUUGEE piece of ice rock and a big part falls into the ocean and
makes a big wave...it sends chills...
ive talked too much...
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