i feel like vomiting...fuck fuckity fuck fuck

[makemeloveable]

ya know...its really shitty when you hear "you'll be off to a milatary school in 24 hours if you dont shape up" everyday. for about 3 days straight my mother has made me call her and she tells me "you could be leaving in under 24 hours, all i have to do is make a phone call and you're gone for a whole year" some shit like that. it hurts more when i think that i wont be with him anymore. i wont see him or anything. i think you get to mail letters to your parents, and them only...well hell if i write to that bitch of a mother who sent me...fuck her. im sick of her bullshit. she calls me a bitch when i talk back,  then she slaps me for saying "shut up" i dont blame her but i would have slapped her back if she wasnt pregnant at the time. sstupid timing...i really am sick of it. i cant say that my life sucks and its worse than others, but to me, its really bad. i feel sick right now...and i know ill be sent the next time i talk back or something. if she thinks im bad now? just wait and see how fucking bad i can be...juts fucking wait and see when i steal something or have sex or talk back or hit back...or fucking run away. i know, i should just be good then when im out of the house i  can leave and the bitch wont have anything to say... well, isnt it also really shitty that she is a fucking hypocryte? "dont have sex untill you're married" "dont have babies untill you've lived your life" ...SHE DID ALL THAT FUCKING SHIT AND TELLS ME NOT TO?!!??! fuck that fuck her fuck the poliece, fuck preppies, fuck hypocrytes, fuck assholes, fucl rules, fuck authority, fuck mothers, fuck asshole brothers, fuck the world, fuck parents who keep their kids in a cage, fuck sun burns, fuck pimples, fuck monthly things, fuck being sweaty and hot all the time, fuck pop, fuck britney spears, fuck nsync, fuck pop stars, fuck haters, fuck people who steal shit from me, fuck curfiews, fuck drivers ed, fuck short weekends, fuck the sun, fuck the posers, fuck bitches who cant learn to ignore me when i tell them to......

wow im not better yet,...call me so i can cry with you...

<3Liz

909-599-8776

i will always love you Derek Michael
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