Jan 16, 2006 19:31
i love mlk day! its amazing to be able to sleep in and then just bum around all day, that is until basketball practice. but its ok thats not until late... umm .. yeah so today i woke up and got dressed and took my baby jessica to walmart for notebooks and pens and stuff for school, then we hit the mall so she could get a bookbag, iron, and ironing board. i cant believe that she is going to college now. im super upset! im gonna miss her so much its crazy. i guess because she didnt leave when every one else did it didnt seem that bad but its like wow, she's actually going .. shes not gonna be here ... wtf! im gonna be lost.. who else can i call at like 2 in the mornin just to complain or tell all of my most exciting times to?! WHOS GOING TO HIT ON THE BUSBOY AT FRIDAYS!?!?!?! haha .. ok well i could prob leave that job to alice ... but still .. JESSICA IS LEAVING!!! ahhhh! sorry ... but im having a real hard time with this .. its crazy! :'( ... but anyways ... i got home straightened up the kitchen... and now im just chillin watching a movie. the other day i went and i finally got new basketball sneakers WOOO HOOO!!! yay... i got the new carmello's ... yupp ... supa sweet! umm other than that there is nothing much going on im just supa bored ... but here i found a song that is very very "kelli" as of right now ..
see i dont no why, im feelin just the way i do, it's been a long time ... i thought that i was over you, but now you're coming around again. I'll be remembering what you said. I just can't take it, and i dont wanna go back, oh no.
What is a girl to do, if she's still on it, yes. If she done that been there before with you, and now she dont want it, yeah. We've spent time and time again. I just wish this thing would end. Tell me, what is a girl to do, if she's still on it.
Whenever we talk. It feels like we had somethin' strong. And knowin' it's all wrong, we tried to do this thing before, but when you coming real close to me. Bringing back all of them memories. I just can't fake it, but i don't wanna go back, oh no.