Jul 06, 2005 21:45
Ben didnt come over today. He said he was "sick" but when he called he sounded fine. Whatever, I didnt really want him to come over today but because he didnt I had nothing to do. :( Im really beginning to miss robert! I am beginning to think that he doesnt care about me the way that I care about him, but its just probably all in my head. Ezzy still isnt back from going up north. :( I miss her too. I'm all lonely and stuff. Ive posted my poems on a different website and I see that no one has said anything there either. It sucks! I really would like to know what people think. *Tear* According to some ppl that I know my life is perfect and I just make it worse. Everyone tells me that I complain to much and that I never listen to anyone but like none of my friends could tell you one thing that has beem going on in my life but I could tell you everything. but no I never listen. W/e. I try.......