eric where are you i miss you ):
so i was looking back at all the LJ posts i made this year, and most of them are emo and self-piteous and generally "look at me i'm so miserable come and cheer me up and sing me a song!" so i will clean up my act, i will not allow myself to descend into the whole quagmire of nonsense and spoil my whole life.
and i want to watch closer again, i'm looking at my LJ display pic and natalie portman just looks... heartwrenching.
yesterday patrick and i were looking through the chat logs we had on google talk one fine day during walrus' class last year, and marveled at how we've suddenly seemed to throw that life away and step into a new one. (as an aside, i have what looks like hardened bird droppings in my toenail. yuck.) and well patrick, cw and daryl - i want to hang out with you guys again, excuses like syf and slam and frets and random stuff that were valid for the past 6 months aren't anymore. and i miss all the potong pasir jaunts - it isn't the same walking to andre's house from the station as it was when i walked to cw's.
righto, this post is too long.
and i want to watch closer again, i'm looking at my LJ display pic and natalie portman just looks... heartwrenching.
yesterday patrick and i were looking through the chat logs we had on google talk one fine day during walrus' class last year, and marveled at how we've suddenly seemed to throw that life away and step into a new one. (as an aside, i have what looks like hardened bird droppings in my toenail. yuck.) and well patrick, cw and daryl - i want to hang out with you guys again, excuses like syf and slam and frets and random stuff that were valid for the past 6 months aren't anymore. and i miss all the potong pasir jaunts - it isn't the same walking to andre's house from the station as it was when i walked to cw's.
righto, this post is too long.