im going to goto bed tonight praying that i dont wake up tomorrow.
i got my feelings back today. i really did, and i fucking hate it.
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sometimes i get this feeling that you don't miss me.
you don't care.
you want nothing to do with me anymore.
what did i do?
you hate me.
like everyone else.
but why?
i wish i knew what was so wrong about me..
what is it that makes people hate me?
you're going to leave me here miserable, cold, and alone.
you really will.
you will listen to everyone else and what they are saying.
please dont, please?
why am i crying?
my smiles are so fake.
does anyone see that?
i'm the biggest fake.
i'll be the first to admit it.
i care about me just as much as you do.
i don't care one fucking bit.
i miss summer, when everything was perfect.
i had duckie, friends, family,and i was happy.
except in the boy department. but now.... that's better..eh, maybe?
i thought so...
i just grew so attached i feel so lost when one day goes by that i don't see him.
i don't want it to be like that because i'm not sure how good that is.
we'll just get sick of eachother and i don't want that.
i wanna be able to smile when he isn't around too.
it's not fair.
it's like he's holding my heart, when i'm with him i have feelings and when he's gone i am just blank.
WHY?!
♥
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++
sometimes i get this feeling that you don't miss me.
you don't care.
you want nothing to do with me anymore.
what did i do?
you hate me.
like everyone else.
but why?
i wish i knew what was so wrong about me..
what is it that makes people hate me?
you're going to leave me here miserable, cold, and alone.
you really will.
you will listen to everyone else and what they are saying.
please dont, please?
why am i crying?
my smiles are so fake.
does anyone see that?
i'm the biggest fake.
i'll be the first to admit it.
i care about me just as much as you do.
i don't care one fucking bit.
i miss summer, when everything was perfect.
i had duckie, friends, family,and i was happy.
except in the boy department. but now.... that's better..eh, maybe?
i thought so...
i just grew so attached i feel so lost when one day goes by that i don't see him.
i don't want it to be like that because i'm not sure how good that is.
we'll just get sick of eachother and i don't want that.
i wanna be able to smile when he isn't around too.
it's not fair.
it's like he's holding my heart, when i'm with him i have feelings and when he's gone i am just blank.
WHY?!
♥