i wont cross these streets until you hold my hand.

[makeithurt_x3]

i'm mad at the world.
i cry about things i should just laugh about.
i laugh at things i shouldn't laugh about.
i'm always so confused about everything.
life included.

the other day i thought it would be nice to spend time with my mom and do something fun, like go get our nails done. when we got there she dropped me off and just left me there. i wanted to cry, we never do anything nice together.
i hate it.

and all i ever wanted to do was get away from drugs, but i'm surrounded by them, everyone does them.
i don't wanna turn out like them.

i feel like going to my moms ex bf's house and just killing him so she will stop crying over him not ever calling just to see how she's doing. he's a fucking drug addict. he's a loser.
why do people get mixed in with that crowd?
it's disgusting.

sometimes i think my mom worries so much about him that she forgets about me and kati.

drugs do you no good, why do you do them?
you'll get nowhere, you hurt the people that love you and one day when you're sitting alone with noone to call you'll realize how immature, irresponsible and stupid you were.
think about it.