across the night i fell in love with people sleeping.

Nov 18, 2005 02:13

i'm obsessed with Daniel Johns suddenly.

i want to be skinny like him. he's so sexy.

someone said to me once "myspace is murder" .
I understand now what he meant.
myspace makes me want to shoot certain people including myself. it's nothing but trouble.
and anyways its being all gay and it takes me like 5 hours just to leave ONE comment.

Johnny Rzeznik's bday is comming up SOON! and they have this new awesome video and i want to do johnny because he is just so hot.

i was at my moms for a few days and surprisingly we didnt fight once. and her bf gave me money. and he was being REALLY nice to me. weird. he knows how my house is and how i always feel not welcome, and he was like "you know you are always loved and welcome here" and i was like well, duh, it is my moms house. i didnt say that but i was thinking that.

i dont like it when someone is standing behind me reading what i am typing!!!!

today sandy told me i should have been a little boy, because that's all i feel comfortable around she noticed, and i seem to get along with them more, and i wear their shirts and i like the same things they like. i think im just awesome, YEAH! thats what it is.
her nephew has a crush on me, haha. i tought him how to play cards today and we were drawing pictures of spiderman and batman. it was fun.

i've sorta been drinking alot lately,it's gross, its like my awesome side that comes out. i dance,talk,laugh a REAL laugh,smile a REAL smile. and im NOT shy at all,im so happy and outgoing. it makes me sick to think i have to drink to not be depressed.
i dont want to be like my dad.

im supposed to chill with holl today but i dont think im gonna cause i didnt really sleep for about 2 days. and im going to see the harry potter movie sat, with everyone. hopefully.
i have a new fave drink at timmy hoes. its the french vanilla hot smoothie.
everyone should buy me them!!

i hate snow. and a shopping bot called me scrooge.
im so gross. not in a dirty hair way,because my hair is actually clean. i think my life is gross. gross meaning AHHIHATEYOULIFEGOAWAY!

its gonna be daylight soon so i better get ready for bed. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
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