it's been a whiiiiile
So i have a lot to update on it looks like. I ended up going on vacation with austin for 10 days. It was a lot of fun! And North Carolina was GORGEOUS. We went hiking a little, rafting, we spent 1 day out on a boat we rented and went tubing. All in all it was tons of fun. Lots of food! And plenty of relaxing. I didn't wanna come home.
As far as school goes, I start on monday. I actually have a full time schedule (according to credit hours). Hopefully it'll be easy, and i won't get much in the way of homework. i'm generally excited to start actually. hopefully i manage to make some new friends. That would be nice...
Medication wise, things are good. I'm not getting headaches anymore (thank god) and i'm pretty chill as far as worrying goes. I still worry a little bit of course. About things i shouldn't. But it's much easier to calm down and not get as worked up about it. Which is nice since i haven't had an anxiety attack since the beginning of July now.
I've been hanging out with my friends a lot more recently. Which i like! I'm glad i can truly enjoy time with them again and not be constantly thinking about Austin. But i do need to find some new friends. Maybe some girls. That would be nice. Now that Gio is back at college i really don't have any girls to chill with. There's Amanda, but i barely hang out with her. She's either too busy sleeping, or it's a project to get her out of the house or to just hang out in general. So it's not really worth it. I'm going out with Jay, Reed, and Austin (so far) tomorrow night to see Inglorious Bastards. And saturday Richard invited me to go to the beach. Austin too, If he's not working. Sunday i'm going to the beach with my mom. Then raiding the storage unit for school supplies for monday.
Work is going super slow these past couple of days. There's nothing to do, and i've barely gotten any emails. No idea how i'm going to keep myself busy today...
If anyone else is bored text me!
As far as school goes, I start on monday. I actually have a full time schedule (according to credit hours). Hopefully it'll be easy, and i won't get much in the way of homework. i'm generally excited to start actually. hopefully i manage to make some new friends. That would be nice...
Medication wise, things are good. I'm not getting headaches anymore (thank god) and i'm pretty chill as far as worrying goes. I still worry a little bit of course. About things i shouldn't. But it's much easier to calm down and not get as worked up about it. Which is nice since i haven't had an anxiety attack since the beginning of July now.
I've been hanging out with my friends a lot more recently. Which i like! I'm glad i can truly enjoy time with them again and not be constantly thinking about Austin. But i do need to find some new friends. Maybe some girls. That would be nice. Now that Gio is back at college i really don't have any girls to chill with. There's Amanda, but i barely hang out with her. She's either too busy sleeping, or it's a project to get her out of the house or to just hang out in general. So it's not really worth it. I'm going out with Jay, Reed, and Austin (so far) tomorrow night to see Inglorious Bastards. And saturday Richard invited me to go to the beach. Austin too, If he's not working. Sunday i'm going to the beach with my mom. Then raiding the storage unit for school supplies for monday.
Work is going super slow these past couple of days. There's nothing to do, and i've barely gotten any emails. No idea how i'm going to keep myself busy today...
If anyone else is bored text me!