well...
Things have been kind of better between me and austin since i'm back home. But they still aren't back to the way i wish they were. I'm still anxious, i'm still neurotic, and i'm still worried all the time. And if i think too much i still get sick to my stomach (which is the worst of it all). I'm working on not getting so worked up but it's a lot harder than it seems. I've been trying to keep myself busy so i don't think about things as much, which has seemingly been working for the past few days. But i can only keep myself busy for so long, ya know?
I've also been working on getting in to see a therapist as soon as possible. Of course, the one that i actually LIKE, doesn't take my insurance, so it would cost me a fortune to see her. I'm gonna have to find a different one that takes my insurance, that i will hopefully like enough to stick with. I plan to go once a week like i used to. And hopefully get what's wrong with me fixed as FAST as humanly possible. Next day recovery please? LOL. In my dreams...
I've also been working on getting in to see a therapist as soon as possible. Of course, the one that i actually LIKE, doesn't take my insurance, so it would cost me a fortune to see her. I'm gonna have to find a different one that takes my insurance, that i will hopefully like enough to stick with. I plan to go once a week like i used to. And hopefully get what's wrong with me fixed as FAST as humanly possible. Next day recovery please? LOL. In my dreams...