Aug 07, 2006 00:14
i still dont know what to do
are you kidding me.
you think i'd get some sort of clue by now
no
in this game of life we dont
we try to get out alive but
it just so happens we all end up dead.
so should i keep going on
should i even try.
sure.
i am
im fighting
harder than other people
but then again that is their choice to live or die. to swim or drown.
i dont think i miss you anymore. obviously neither of us do.
i miss someone who is in another state
wait. i miss people in fl, nc and wi.
i want it to be ok.
wait. i dont ever get what i want. sorry for even thinking something would go my way
ugh.
i love you... not really tho
but i miss YOU.