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[makeeyeswithyou]

Omgodddddddddd. i.love.each.and.every.one.of.you. ok basically this post is just a HUGE thank you from me to you. iloveallofyou. like just thinking of all of you lovely people i just get butterflies. butterflies.ive been really stressed about different things and the direction of America but you guys make my days fulfilling. i love you all. this

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megan that made me cry!! god, words cant even begin to describe how much i love you and how happy/lucky i am to even know you. oh megan i miss youuuu. godgodgodgodgod i love you so much and im crying so hard right now and i dont know why (that time of the month?). you are always there for me whenever i need you. i dont feel as if i have been the best friend, and i feel so terrible for that. im so sorry. godddd i love you too much i think. i remembering all last year, they are such good memories. megan, you have a beautiful soul, and a heart of absolute gold. i cant get over the fact at how everything you do is just so absolutely amazing. i admire everything about you, i really do. ohmylord, i love you, so so so fucking much. i want another one of our weekends like we used to have, so so so soon, pleaseee. we can postcard it up, while we ride our retro bikes around the neighbor hood. watch movies late at night. eat jello and cheeseee. everything good. i love you so very much megan shekleton, so so so so much. and i miss you!!! you are so gorgeous inside and out, never ever think otherwise. please. i love you megan. (i get teary thinking of this right now.. hah)

[makeeyeswithyou]

omgoddd. mari. seriously, you just made me cry(maybe that time of the month for me too. haha.)like im all teary eyed. and my dad just walked in and asked what was wrong. i answered, nothing. but mari, i hate how this year we are less close. mariiiii, i miss you too. i miss last year memories.like you are the main person i wanted to sign my yearbook(which we never did) bc i knew looking back it would mean something. mari, you have touched my heart in so many possible ways. you have taught me so many things. marrrrrrri, i love you so much. i really do. i miss watching pulpfiction,goingtoborders,skrappysandsinging"blisterinthesun"onfourthave, boytroubles,bikerides,missingour"bens"ands.t.u.n,sitting alone at our locker and then finding our lunch group, dreamingofjumpinginthefountainwiththeindians,ourdancesto yyys and armor for sleep(goddd, i havent listened to armor for sleep in forever.errr.),yourlaugh, whitejumpsuitsanddiamondearnings"french"boys,my italian boy at jim morrison's grave... goddd, i could go on and on. i am in desparate neeeeed of mari love. our typical weekend(with the bike rides,snacks,lj,bakingcookies-this time for the homeless. i really want to bake cookies for homeless., coffee,borders,postcards...hmm..) is a must for us. soon very soon. its just this weekend is crazzy with the play and so is next weekend. but sooner is better than later. i love you mari. i really do. and i miss you. and i cherish you so much for being in my life. and i loveeeeeeeee you. godd, i have so much to tell you that i dont want to stop typing but im going to make myself. i love you mari<3

[cryyoureyesout]

ohgodohgodohgod, crying ONCE again. i know, this weekend is hectic for me as well, and next weekend you have your play, which i will try my hardest to see every possible showing and bring you flowers every single time. i love our weekends, almost as much as i love you, and thats a lot! oh goddd, s.t.u.n, and all our shows we went to together, edgefest with me getting "lost" when i relly just went to watch mxpx, and your grandmas deliectible care package cookies that i still get cravings for to this day, and visting alexis barber (ha!), and walking down that 4th ave tunnel, the jewish community center boys you and i thought were going to rape us, when now i stil have the biggest crush on the blonde curly haired one, reading books about our signs with stephen kass in the very corners of borders, being complete bandaids, lunch last year with just us, being social outcasts (ha), oh and our plans to make lots of new friends and rule the school (your ideas are just too cute), omg, laying outside the gateway to your house, so tired from riding bikes, i really like the way your house/car smells, meganmeganmegan i could go on for days (even though i repeated a lot of the things you had already mentioned), i love you so very much, with all my heart and soul. thinking of you and our memories put the biggest smile on my face, they so have to be repeated, and as soon as our "busy" lives cease. its funny to think of how so many things have changed since then, so many things have come and gone. i miss you, so very much. and im changing that. i think ill even endur a whole other year of french, so i can have at least one class with you. i want to sign your yearbook, and have you sign mine (i have zero signatures because i never brought it to school, ever, oh well!). you are crazy/sexy/cool and i love you. mmmuah

[makeeyeswithyou]

mari.why oh why do i keep crying? i just felt a tear drop down onto my knee. goddddd, all those memories just make me so happy and saddd at the same time bc i miss you somuch. and im sad at how some of the course of this year with us has turned out. ohhh, mariiii, please come see me in the play. even though dont expect much i have a really small part. but you can cheer and bring me a daisies. marrrri.errrr.i wish everything wasnt so hectic so i could do something right NOW! its wierd to think of how different we are from back then and yet how we are at the core the same. its kinda beautiful to think about it. mari, i lovelovelove you. i really dont know how else to express other than to tell you. iloveyourhuggggsandpecksonthecheek. mari, im going to cry again. ohhhh.no. not again. prettyprettypleasewitha c h e r r y on top do french with me next year. silvousplait. how will i be able to survive ms. estey without our notes(bytheway, i like the new method<3 our note writing) and you to help me make stephenkassss help us with every single thing. mari, i forgot about the jcc night. and how no one was there. and like i was so scurrred. and we came home and watched almost famous. and like the boys were adorable beyond belief. marrrrrrri. goodness gracious. MARI WEBER, it's ironic how your words put the biggest smile on my face yet they make tears fall down so i can taste the saltiness.ILOVEYOUMYLITTLEMARI<3