rolling in circles
Im so confused. everythings fine with my family, my dads off again with his gf. which isnt unusual, it doesnt phase me. My moms out all the time, like i see her when she comes home at night wich is usually past 12. that really doesnt phase me either. chris and emily are normal for themselves. i registered for the SAT's and the ACT's.. I still like work even though its kinda getting wierd. I liked this guy and he has girlfriend but we flirt anyways. im being stupid and i have to stop. i just wish i could find someone thats not wrong for me. not completely right, but not so totally wrong. My Family close friend wayne came into subway the other day and was telling me how proud he was. something looked wrong with him, then i found he has cancer. i cried at work that night, and i didnt want to tell anyone but i told them the next day. theres really nothing anyone can say to make someone feel better about that subject so i guess thats why they didnt care much. or maybe they just dont care. whatever i dont expect people to care about me. the ones that do are rare. Angels like the only person my age that cares. anyways. im stuck in the same rut that im still not out of. and no one has tried to pull me out yet