Oct 17, 2004 19:51
on a better and more clear note. people suck. and i mean that in the most non offensive way. im sure you all agree with me anyways. if you dont theres probubly something wrong with you. also in the most non offensive way. so yeah. its been a bit of a boring weekend. except for last night at my moms yoga party thing at her shop. i met some really cool down to earth people. ones name is carolyn- shes 2/3 years older than me but we got along like we were the same age haha it was really cool. i have her screen name and cell so i hope to talk to her more she seems really nice/fun. i met someone who probubly made a great influence on my life. and her name was stephanie. i swear to you she is an angel. literally. she talks to them. she can read your future/present/past. shes just powerful and divine. and im so glad to have met her. we talked a lot.. alot of deep talking. she told me i was extremely strong. so did another woman i met name mary anne. i give a lot of people that impression i suppose because i get told that a lot. but the only thing that scared me was it felt like she was looking right through me into my deepest darkest secrets. and like she was eyeing straight at my weaknesses. ange came to the party too. i think she had fun. or at least i hope she did. she left early though... today i went pumpkin picking and such. it was horrible. all the pumpkins were decaying. symbolic? probubly. well if youve ever listened to the song get out by jojo that pretty much decribes my past situation. hah. i know preeeeeeety childish. but i wasnt the child in that one. i found an old note i wrote when my dad lived here. every birthday ive ever had.. has been horrible. i always get some sort of catastrophe for a present. and it just made me upset to read it because i cant remember writing it. and it touched a part of me i wanted to never feel again.
DONT CRUMPLE UP
dad. now i really dont care if you want to hear this or not but im telling you anyways you have to start listening to somebody else besides yourself this is why mommy gets mad and you have a serious tempermental problem. i am not a spoiled brat, dont need the door off the hinges and i dont really feel like having every meal at a place besides home. thing about this letter.
Have a nice day because i know so far im having but another wonderful birthday -britt
yeah. hold writing that on here against me in any way. and i swear to god. your ass is grass.