"I guess it's just one of those days..."
Shoulda, coulda, woulda updated sooner. But you know how things are...
Thank you all (you know who you are! <3!) so much for all the birthday love! I felt, truly TRULY loved! THANK YOU.
That hotel thing didn't work out the way I wanted at all. Last Wednesday I dreaded getting up so early on my birthday, but I did it because I am responsible. Woo. And then Stephen planned on going with me, and said he'd call me at 9am... so 9am rolls around, and I text him to see if he still wanted to go... In short, he didn't show up till like 11, and then he had to google where he was driving us. When we got there, the HR lady set us up on the internet there and we applied that way... when we both could have done that at home! And then she only took Stephen's resume, because I am apparently invisible.
Yesterday I called them and asked about my application, and they told me the position had been filled... FUCK.
Anyways. The elementary school thing is still in motion... I need to get approved, or whatever and they told me that could take 2-3 weeks... so... yeah.
The whole thing is stressing out my mom, and I feel so bad that I fucking cost so much... I'm going to pay her back, like literally pay her back as SOON as I get a job. She doesn't deserve such a free-loading daughter such as myself...
I planned on going to some temp agency today, but then my dad reminded me that my car's battery is pretty much drained and I need to get a new one... Apparently they put shit ones in BRAND NEW cars... what the hell am I paying for then?! GEEZ.
I got birthday money, so that's where it is going, woo.
On a sort of... well, not really good note, but a separate one: my sister thought it was a good idea to tell me about some guy at her work she'd like to hook me up with yesterday as we were all making dinner. That snowballed into this ridiculous discussion of Steven's and my relationship.
She was like, "But that is not as good as a PHYSICAL relationship."
She's right, its not. But it's not like either of us can magically be with each other like MAGIC.
And then my mom was like, "You can't just love someone through texting! It's not like an actual conversation... blahdy blah blah."
What she means is she doesn't think I could be in love with him... even though we've been talking to each other every. single. day. for almost 3 months now. Holy shit. Where has time gone?!
Anyways. It's far too complicated RIGHT NOW. But as soon as he finishes school, he said he can be wherever I want, and I'm pretty fucking sure that's a good excuse. I'm not going to rush anything.
Thank you all (you know who you are! <3!) so much for all the birthday love! I felt, truly TRULY loved! THANK YOU.
That hotel thing didn't work out the way I wanted at all. Last Wednesday I dreaded getting up so early on my birthday, but I did it because I am responsible. Woo. And then Stephen planned on going with me, and said he'd call me at 9am... so 9am rolls around, and I text him to see if he still wanted to go... In short, he didn't show up till like 11, and then he had to google where he was driving us. When we got there, the HR lady set us up on the internet there and we applied that way... when we both could have done that at home! And then she only took Stephen's resume, because I am apparently invisible.
Yesterday I called them and asked about my application, and they told me the position had been filled... FUCK.
Anyways. The elementary school thing is still in motion... I need to get approved, or whatever and they told me that could take 2-3 weeks... so... yeah.
The whole thing is stressing out my mom, and I feel so bad that I fucking cost so much... I'm going to pay her back, like literally pay her back as SOON as I get a job. She doesn't deserve such a free-loading daughter such as myself...
I planned on going to some temp agency today, but then my dad reminded me that my car's battery is pretty much drained and I need to get a new one... Apparently they put shit ones in BRAND NEW cars... what the hell am I paying for then?! GEEZ.
I got birthday money, so that's where it is going, woo.
On a sort of... well, not really good note, but a separate one: my sister thought it was a good idea to tell me about some guy at her work she'd like to hook me up with yesterday as we were all making dinner. That snowballed into this ridiculous discussion of Steven's and my relationship.
She was like, "But that is not as good as a PHYSICAL relationship."
She's right, its not. But it's not like either of us can magically be with each other like MAGIC.
And then my mom was like, "You can't just love someone through texting! It's not like an actual conversation... blahdy blah blah."
What she means is she doesn't think I could be in love with him... even though we've been talking to each other every. single. day. for almost 3 months now. Holy shit. Where has time gone?!
Anyways. It's far too complicated RIGHT NOW. But as soon as he finishes school, he said he can be wherever I want, and I'm pretty fucking sure that's a good excuse. I'm not going to rush anything.