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my brother tried killing himself now he's going to a psych ward. everything is so fucked up. i wish i knew how to help him. the worst feeling in the world is being helpless. joel and i are arguing/broke up... im sorry for what i did. i really just want to get out of the house and clear my head. but christina is sick :( i hope u feel better! i want to hit the rewind button now.