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I feel betray & useless
when nothings wrong
try to cheer myself up
reality is,
it's all gone.
writing pointless poems
drownding in self pitty
lying to myself
& feeling oh so shitty :)
this is the first time
i've ever felt this lonely
with so much to say
& only myself to blame
it seems everyones forgotten
but of what i'm still unsure
just another day,
laying half dead on the floor,
& I don't care anymore.
thats my emoness.
& i'm mad. kinda.
hm.. no use in fretting about it.
<3