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[makeascene]

i cant send text messages.. but if i could i would reply w. this.. i hope u read this:

i am really sorry about all of this.. i was drunk, i was online, and hes an old friend.. nothing more! im so sorryand i am. im sorry. i have ur number on my phone from when u called me. and i want to call u and clear this all up.. but that would be

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[iwillkillyou_]

ITs not your fault it was my jealousy taking over, I apologize for calling you that was stupid. I have this like constant fear of being cheated on and Jason doesnt do a good enough job reassuring me. So basically its like he gets quiet when i ask him something and it pisses me off.

Its hard to see what kind of a guy jason is. Hes been rude to me but then again hes been the sweetest guy ive ever met. I guess im the one who makes him mad. We havent broken up, I thought we were going to but we didnt...

Maybe you can explain to me how jason is? I mean everything between us is alright but I know the next time i talk to him ill just get mad or he'll get mad.. I know hes going to read this but seriously jason you know how things are. cracking jokes doesnt take away why we fight in the first place and if we dont settle it then its just going to happen again.

Its nice to see that someone feels when they think they've done something wrong ( not saying you did ) but it is sweet.

Another thing that sucks is that what you said was over the internet. I dont know if he does have girls call him and say what you said or whatever. Im way to jealous for a boy like Jason even though I love him so much I really dont know why hes with me- we just get mad at eachother.

Anyways. maybe add my name on LJ? <3

(sorry to make you read that nonsense haha)

[makeascene]

im really glad/relieved that you guys didnt break up.

i havent talked to j for like 3 years.. so i cant help u out w. that one. the last time i talked to him he was seriously in his.. "girls have cooties" type of phase.. hes sorta different.. like when i read one of his updates he said he drank. and i was shocked. i really dont know him that well nemore.

but im sure hes a good guy still... well that sounds like maybe he is maybe he isnt.. i know hes still a good guy. i dont even talk to him and i can put money on him not cheating. so,,

id say.. dont worry about him cheating.. cuz it would drive him crazy.. and crazy people dont act normal.. and so he would cheat. and as for him not reassuring u.. i wouldnt worry.. cuz if he called u everyday just to say "im not cheating on u" then ull just think he is. just go w. the flow.

yup.. haha im retarded
aj

oh and i added u

[makeascene]

oh and i didnt spell check and i just got home from working 12 hrs.. so attention everyone::: i cant spell