Reality sets in...

[makeamark]

and I just realized that this is the last night that I can officially call this my room, or for that matter my bed and home. I will longer be calling dearborn my home. Only my home town I grew up in. Its not like I havent had to call other places my home across the U.S. and Cuba. But this location is my choice. Im still not done packing but the

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[rachelrodman]

hey,
i added you back coz i was still reading your lj anyways from robs lj. i just want to wish you the best of luck, i know exactly how you feel right now. so wound up and excited (and im sure youve had to use the bathroom haha). also enjoy this new beginning.
im not pissed any longer, i just dont give a fuck anymore.
actually i KNOW that we will see each other again sometime and everything will be fine. i can just feel it.
fuck i still call you my best friend in the stories i tell at work.
remember how people that dont know us personally feel like they do anyhow coz of our stories?
plus i know that youll be my best friend for as long as i live anyhow. no one and nothing is going to change that.
ever.
i dont know why i decided to write this now or why.
i just read your lj and was happy for you.
& who knows, maybe we will be roommates one day down the line and if not in civilian life, then maybe in military life.

i guess you can consider this an apology for takin my stupid fuckt up emotions overboard. something has been really fuckt in me lately, but im not using that as excuse to retaliate against my non sexual soulmate.

take care and i know we will talk soon battle.
love your bad fake sister/soldier/instigator/masterbater,
as always Rachel Leight ;)

I know longer have to use the bathroom (LOL)

[makeamark]

Ive felt like I had to shit whenever I think about what happened. Well its all out and I dont mean all over the bathroom (not so funny). I wasnt even mad at you for the longest time, but I was fighting fire with fire, you know how I get that way sometimes.
Im glad that you arnt mad anymore, because like you said we can never stay mad at each other forever.
I was real worried that if you got into the unit that we would have problems and all the day dreaming I had of how cool it would be out in some other country together would be ruined. So get your ass running to basic!
As the apartment goes its not that im just happy that I have the apartment, its just how huge it is and all the amenitites it comes with for the price that WE wanted. I wanted you guys to come to this one becuase it has an Akron feel to it. I want you guys to come out and see it.
You and Rob can sleep with me on my KING SIZED BLOWUP BED LOL!
Well I must get going, ill talk to you later.
Later BATTLE

Re: I know longer have to use the bathroom (LOL)

[rachelrodman]

DAMN. finally you read your comments. i kept checking to see if you wrote anything back yet. haha. yeah we were both just being stubborn, but its fucking ridiculous coz we are going to be friends in the end anyhow so might as well just stop this shit now.
i wont be here that much longer before i head to basic and i need my best friend to support me and my choices ( & financially haha).
but in all seriousness things just arent the same without you
you dirty slut