It takes a road to go nowhere..........

[make_waves_baby]

Feeling happy but subdued if that makes sense. Feel well bad about my Mom's friend who hung himself, she's really upset and I just feel so bad cos I cant do anything to make her feel better.......though I have agreed to have a mother daughter day tomorrow- Im thinking it wont be too bad, as I get older it seems to get easier to talk to my Mum like a friend rather than a parent if that makes sense and doesnt sound retarded lol. Think we're getting coffee, going window shopping and then eating out in the evening- not too shabby considering I won't have to spend a dime :D. Been listening to Jason Mraz and Jack Johnson all this week and Ive just been dreaming bout being by the beach and in Menorca with everyone which seems to have mad me insanely happy, which has impacted on my work...... I feel just like real relaxed, like life aint that bad y'know (mind you I did take off wednesday and most of thursday so that may account for my rejuvination), but I've met like every deadline since our exams ended, and Im really pleased with my progress- actually starting to believe I can get my AAAAB.....providing I revise maths really hard and get some expert help from Giles and Ralph. Really realised life aint taht bad, and we're in the best years and Im loving it! It will be sad when we all have to split, but Im even looking forward to a new chapter cos if its anything like the last chapter I know Im gonna have some wicked times.
Better go work now- Im sure the chef will knock my good mood outta me lol
Hopefully going to the beach on Sunday?
Have a good night out guys.....wish I could be there to celebrate the Irish Paddy's but I cant :(...slave to the wage and all that!
xxxx