Nov 21, 2004 12:29
ive decided that every morning ill write about the fist person i think about when i wake up...
muahaha so i like you. lol and you i know you know who you are. 3 months you say. eRrrr the more i think about it the more it makes me sad. i remember when wed talk forever and even when it was super eaaaaaarlY in the morning when ummm you just woke up (haha cuz of my phone call) i miss those times. i mean we still talk but its A lot different and that makes me a little upset, only because somthing inside of me wants you to be mine. haha i kNow yer thinking im crazy... well hey i am. but only for you. you make me happy. YOU MAKE ME SMILE... to the point where it hurts. i love that about you. i love you... PERIOD. i love that no matter how lame i am sometimes haha even when i um make you furious,you manage to still waste yer time talking to me. i love the feelings i get inside just by hearing the sound of yer voice. it drives me crazy. YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY.
Tell me, I've got to know. Tell me, tell me before I go. Does that flame still burn? Does that fire still glow? Or has it died out and melted like the snow. Tell me. Tell me. Tell me, what are you focused upon? Tell me what I'll know better when you're gone. Tell me quick with a glance on the side. Shall I hold you close? Or Shall I let you go by? Tell me. Tell me. Are you looking at me and thinking of somebody else? Can you feel the heat and the beat of my pulse? Do you have any secrets that will come out in time? Do you lie in bed and stare at the stars? Is your main friend an acquaintance of ours? Tell me. Tell me. Tell me, do those neon lights blind your eyes? Tell me, behind what door your treasure lies. Ever gone broke in a big way? Ever gone the opposite of what the experts say? Tell me. Tell me. Is it some kind of game that you're playin' with me. Am I imagining something that never can be? Do you have any morals? Do you have any point of view? Do you long to ride on that old ship of Zion? What means more to you, a lap dog or a dead lion? Tell me. Tell me.
that last entry was for you too.
just incase u were unaware