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[make_me_smile16]

i'm so mad right now
is everyone going to punish me for being in the middle of this
because believe me i don't want to be
i have wished for this to go away so many times already
it's constantly in the back of my mind
i can't stand it
i hate this
i wasn't willingly put into this
damnit!!
i just ugh
i feel like i want to punch someone!