life sucks
Dont you hate it when your all alone and u think its a great idea to get stoned to pass the time and so you go to watch tv but the chandelier is so cooler than the tv and then u start to feel less happy and remember your shitty problems and life as it is and realize that its all going to go downhill from now on? Then you get on the computer and your high dwindles a bit more and now ur just a bitchy pissed off stoner who realizes that her life really sucks and she doesnt know how to change cuz if she gets rid of one thing that brings her pain the other thing in life will be more of a focus but she cant get rid of this thing she is trying to avoid because she lives with them...dammit i need to get away for college but I doubt theyll even let me go away for my frist year and i dont see how ill make the money to put myself thru college.