the first step to solve a problem, is admitting there is one

Dec 19, 2006 14:24

if i could wrap my arms around her
and hug her, cry, and tell her how so very sorry i am.
...very very very sorry i am, i would. in a heartbeat.
but whatever you do, just dont say i told you so. because i know , i know...
i told myself too.

they broke up wednesday.
he found out all about her cheatings in the past,
[[though he's quite the hypocrite for caring.]]
it would have been completely over between them if it wasnt for thursday nights happenings.
but--all weekend he fed me lies that it still was over between them,
saying she moved to georgia which was believable seeing as she always says she wants to just run away.
so saturday night i quit holding back for the first time with him.
i went over there and stayed all night until the middle of the next morning

i found out last night that she didn't MOVE to georgia.
she was out there for the weekend because her pappa died and she went to see family.
and that when her pappa died thursday they got back together
she needs him more than ever right now, and he has such little respect that he could go behind her back
during such a painful situation for her.

she has no idea. and i doubt he ever plans on telling her.
im so so so sorry.  i wish she knew how sorry i am. i really do
my conscience is eating my alive
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