can anything repair a broken heart?

May 02, 2006 13:33


be prepared.
im about to bitch

the day at school
so basically today my day sucked asshole. k thnx so it started out wonderful by waking up late and rushing to school. then first period was lectured by vietnam vets which is cool. props to dad. second period sucked my asscrack..3rd was horrible. it all went down from there. so jr. prom is in like 10 days and i still dont know if im going or not. plans got changedthnx ass.but anyways. so then of course my day has to be followed up with a whole bunch of thinking and wondering and upset-ness. w/e then of course COSMETOLOGY. competition comming up and nothings going right. yeh. w/e skills trip results came in and i got 4. which means i didnt get 1, 2, or 3 aka i suck. eh actually 4th out of 56. ehhhhhhh couldve been better. yeh im hard on myself  its the asian in me.

emotions
so emotion time. so like the whole day today nothing but mixed emotions. idk if i did something... if i dindt do something. if im worth it. and all that idk. its like u know how u feel about someone but u dont know if anythigns gona come out of it and actually benefit them and myself. i really dont know what to do in this situation. i suck when it comes to boys. its like i got so much shit going on in my head but i can never get to say it. shyness sucks. idk. it kills me to know that idk what hes thinking or how he feels or if i should move on. or if ill miss out on something. I NEED A FUCKING VACATION. or a blunt or something

my finger hurts.
i need nicotine but im trying to quit. once again
my tummy hurts i ate to much
and todays my complaining day.
and you probably just wasted minutes away from your life reading this meanwhile you couldve been doing something productive and something to benefit your life. unlike me who does this cuz i hate the world.

kthnxbye
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