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i honestly don't think i can handle this anymore. i hate myself. i want to die. i've been seriously thinking about it for a week so i've started saying good byes to people i don't see as often as i would like. brianna just left, she just wanted my pot but yeah i don't really know what to do... i want to make the hurt go away, but i don't want to make my friend hurt just because i couldn't take the pain of the world.