bOred!

Apr 15, 2005 19:19

okay so me and my daddy went to the lake today, this afternoon to "test drive" our new sea doo!! i<3 it! it's an actual sea doo, unlike the gay piece of crap 2 seater we had last year. but i think we've learned from our mistakes. i like this one tho.

i'm sittin at home on a fri. nite w. nothing to do and no friends to do anything w.

this is depressing. i didn't want all this to happen and i sure as heck didn't mean for it to. so sorry but things happen!i would like to go back to the way things used to B and just be friends again. but first, i want to explain some things.

i don't understand y all of the sudden you don't want me and him together anymore. b.c 4 3years on and off we've been together. and i don't understand how you could say some of the things you did in that note you wrote to me. and i rele don't understand how you can judge ppl's walks w.christ if u won't even get to know them b.c u automatically think that you hate them when you mite get along. (i gave him this talk too) and i don't want to see our friendship go down the drain b.c of this. i think it's stupid. i know u sed that god is telling you this, but if it's what is right for me and it's what god wanted, then don't you think god would tell me? i mean i've been praying about this. and he's(cca) has even sed that we just mite need to break up just so things can cool off b.w me and you b.c he doesn't want things to end just b.c of him. and it's not just b.c of him but it's alot, well most of it.

i'm sorry you feel the way you do, but y can't we just make things the same again. i think alot of it is b.c we haven't really had time to spend w.each other and that's been b.c i've been grounded, and somebody (whom my mom will not tell me) came up to my mom in wal*mart and told my mom about it. so she knows and she thinks alot of it could be b.c we haven't done anything in a while and honestly, i'd love to. i mean, ur the other half of me! and i miss you. this is so hard on me to wait on god's decision and have the thought of loosing one of you. but u never know what path life and god mite bring you down.

this is almost overwhelming and to know that you think i don't stick up for you, well that's party b.c ppl don't talk about you like they talk about me and when he sez something i tell him to stop. b.c it's mean just like when you say things about him, and from what i've been hearing lately , about me. but the stuff that you sed in that note really hurt. and i just thought you should know that.

i won't be back on here for a lil while so you can comment, if you still want to speak to me. or you can call. you know the number. i see now who your true friends are.... congrats on having them. at least you do.. i have him and mer. that's it. and you see where i am tonite...i'm happy for you if this is the way you want things to be. but by all means if you want them to change, i'm open for discussion.

((i.love.you))
katie
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