It's only been about 20 million years...
So everything is going good for once.. and i'm pretty excided!! =) I mean i still have my problems and whatnot.. but i definitely am getting over all this shit. It's actually kinda nice, not having all this shit going on and being worried about it. So yeah.. this is good..
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Not much has been going on lately. Been playing softball. And all that jazz. Trevor and I are good. And i heard that prom was awesome. I'm glad i didn't go though. I didn't really want too. And i guess you can say things are going alright right now.
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I made my mom cry yesterday. I don't think it was my fault. But i helped. She's been really stressed and i feel really bad for her. I love her too death and i hate seeing her like this. I dunno what i should do. Help?
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-Love Makes The World Go Round.. Without It.. There's No Reason To Be On Earth- Without your friends and family.. there's nothing to live for. i love you all!!<33
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This Is Probably My Favorite Song.. It's Called Beautiful Disaster, by Kelly Clarkson..
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I tried to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord it just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Lord would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's magic and myth
He's strong as what I believe
My tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him?
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby hold me tight
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searchin' for some kind of miracle
Waited so long,
I've waited so long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
He's beautiful
Lord, he's so beautiful
He's beautiful