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MAN... it is seriously boring here... absolutely nothing to do... as expressed in my previous entry... When I think about it.. it kinda sucks that I'm not going to see some of these people that I look forward to seeing every summer after this one because this is going to be my last summer coming back to guam.. only because I think it's getting expensive, and it's just time for me to go onto the real world and stop messing around every summer.... I guess it sorta sucks that I haven't even spent a real summer before I graduate from college, but hey, we'll see.. maybe I'll be able to spend one more free summer in the states...
But seriously... I sit here at home all day waiting for someone to call me with something to do in mind, or just something to happen in general... that's how bored I am... usually I just wait for the phone to ring.. my house phone or my cell phone either one satisfies me for the time being until I get seriously bored again... these days, I've been playing video games, going on the internet to check on various forums, and playing more video games.... I really don't watch a lot of tv.. most of the time it's on, but like in the states, it's just on because I need some ambient noise in the background...
So right about now, I was playing around with my brother as he was walking out of the room to the kitchen... and I started rolling on the floor towards him, and apparently I was rolling faster than he was walking and I caught up to him and I hit him, I guess he decided to be dramatic with the attempt to be a near-miss and he fell over me and decided to squat in the act too and ripped his pj's.... HAHAHAHAHAHA I was literally rolling on the floor laughing my ass off because he had a huge ass hole in his pants.. hahahah.. at first, I didn't think that noise was him ripping his pants, but the look on his face confirmed that he had ripped his pants..... I swear, that boy can rip ANY kind of material his pants are made of... and not a small rip either... a HUGE rip can be created through his motion of squatting too fast... he's even managed to rip a hole in a pair of his jeans... I don't know how he does it... but he did it... he just came home with a look on his face like something was wrong... and lo and behold... there was a huge hole in his jeans... so yeah.. that pretty much made my day of boredom...
So now... I'm sitting here at almost 11pm just trying to fill out a page on my xanga to give something for people to read.. I get bored enough to the point that I think about giving my ex a call... but it never seems to happen unless I am DEADLY bored... hahahaha.. I guess it's happened only once, but that was because she gave me a call the night before around 2:30 in the morning.. but oh well.. I picked up, she knew I was sleeping, and ended the phone call as quickly as it started... lately, she's been calling me around that time... and it was alright with me when I was in the states because of the time difference, it was usually a time when I wasn't busy and totally awake, but since being here, she usually calls me the ONLY time of day that I'm really doing something for a short amount of time or the time when I'm sleeping, as are most people, except for her and the people she hangs out with.... I sleep late occassionally, but not lately because there is really no one else to stay up with except her and she is usually about doing other things that have to do with her complicated lifestyle, and sometimes I just prefer not to deal with the drama because I've had it happen to me that I've ended up with some unwanted drama, so I tend to stay away from those types of situations... but yeah...
Tomorrow is friday and hopefully I will be doing something tomorrow night and not just sitting here typing shit out on my blog sites like I try to do most of the week, but I save it all for once a week because then I have more things to write about in one entry, rather than trying to spread it out through several entries... but yeah, some night for some reason I don't feel sleepy until late at night, but usually not late enough that my ex catches me awake and willing to do something... but it's all good... I don't really expect to hang out with her much anyways... not with her complicated lifestyle... it's too much to explain and I don't think she would agree with her personal life being spread around all over the internet... but I don't think I know enough people for her to get a hold of this particular entry.... but then again.. I've had it happen to me where I was doing something that I knew I shouldn't have been doing at school... and for one reason or another, my ex seemingly found out about it, even though I didn't think it was too serious, I just thought of it as playful bander... I didn't mean anything serious, but to her, it seemed like everything I did was wrong or had some kind of wrongful intent... and she would always be suspecting something of me just because of one of my reactions that she totally misread, but it seemed like she was being on a one-tracked mind with me because once she suspected me of doing something bad for the relationship, there was usually nothing I could do to correct the way she thought... so I left her to be most of the time to cool off, or vent off on someone else like she does to me now... so yeah... sometimes I think about it, and I see that she's better off with someone else because I don't know if I could handle so much criticism from one person... but oh well.. the relationship is over and done.. whats passed is past as some people like to say... and I like to think of it that way, our passed shouldn't have to come back and haunt us, but some people think it necessary to bring up stuff like that.. I know I did sometimes, but that was only because I wanted to know... but like they also say, curiosity kill the cat... and I am a very curious person...
Anyways, I feel the slightest bit of fatigue, and I guess I'm just gonna end this entry here, find some other things to do before I sleep... and just sleep.. hahaha TEEUT!!!
But seriously... I sit here at home all day waiting for someone to call me with something to do in mind, or just something to happen in general... that's how bored I am... usually I just wait for the phone to ring.. my house phone or my cell phone either one satisfies me for the time being until I get seriously bored again... these days, I've been playing video games, going on the internet to check on various forums, and playing more video games.... I really don't watch a lot of tv.. most of the time it's on, but like in the states, it's just on because I need some ambient noise in the background...
So right about now, I was playing around with my brother as he was walking out of the room to the kitchen... and I started rolling on the floor towards him, and apparently I was rolling faster than he was walking and I caught up to him and I hit him, I guess he decided to be dramatic with the attempt to be a near-miss and he fell over me and decided to squat in the act too and ripped his pj's.... HAHAHAHAHAHA I was literally rolling on the floor laughing my ass off because he had a huge ass hole in his pants.. hahahah.. at first, I didn't think that noise was him ripping his pants, but the look on his face confirmed that he had ripped his pants..... I swear, that boy can rip ANY kind of material his pants are made of... and not a small rip either... a HUGE rip can be created through his motion of squatting too fast... he's even managed to rip a hole in a pair of his jeans... I don't know how he does it... but he did it... he just came home with a look on his face like something was wrong... and lo and behold... there was a huge hole in his jeans... so yeah.. that pretty much made my day of boredom...
So now... I'm sitting here at almost 11pm just trying to fill out a page on my xanga to give something for people to read.. I get bored enough to the point that I think about giving my ex a call... but it never seems to happen unless I am DEADLY bored... hahahaha.. I guess it's happened only once, but that was because she gave me a call the night before around 2:30 in the morning.. but oh well.. I picked up, she knew I was sleeping, and ended the phone call as quickly as it started... lately, she's been calling me around that time... and it was alright with me when I was in the states because of the time difference, it was usually a time when I wasn't busy and totally awake, but since being here, she usually calls me the ONLY time of day that I'm really doing something for a short amount of time or the time when I'm sleeping, as are most people, except for her and the people she hangs out with.... I sleep late occassionally, but not lately because there is really no one else to stay up with except her and she is usually about doing other things that have to do with her complicated lifestyle, and sometimes I just prefer not to deal with the drama because I've had it happen to me that I've ended up with some unwanted drama, so I tend to stay away from those types of situations... but yeah...
Tomorrow is friday and hopefully I will be doing something tomorrow night and not just sitting here typing shit out on my blog sites like I try to do most of the week, but I save it all for once a week because then I have more things to write about in one entry, rather than trying to spread it out through several entries... but yeah, some night for some reason I don't feel sleepy until late at night, but usually not late enough that my ex catches me awake and willing to do something... but it's all good... I don't really expect to hang out with her much anyways... not with her complicated lifestyle... it's too much to explain and I don't think she would agree with her personal life being spread around all over the internet... but I don't think I know enough people for her to get a hold of this particular entry.... but then again.. I've had it happen to me where I was doing something that I knew I shouldn't have been doing at school... and for one reason or another, my ex seemingly found out about it, even though I didn't think it was too serious, I just thought of it as playful bander... I didn't mean anything serious, but to her, it seemed like everything I did was wrong or had some kind of wrongful intent... and she would always be suspecting something of me just because of one of my reactions that she totally misread, but it seemed like she was being on a one-tracked mind with me because once she suspected me of doing something bad for the relationship, there was usually nothing I could do to correct the way she thought... so I left her to be most of the time to cool off, or vent off on someone else like she does to me now... so yeah... sometimes I think about it, and I see that she's better off with someone else because I don't know if I could handle so much criticism from one person... but oh well.. the relationship is over and done.. whats passed is past as some people like to say... and I like to think of it that way, our passed shouldn't have to come back and haunt us, but some people think it necessary to bring up stuff like that.. I know I did sometimes, but that was only because I wanted to know... but like they also say, curiosity kill the cat... and I am a very curious person...
Anyways, I feel the slightest bit of fatigue, and I guess I'm just gonna end this entry here, find some other things to do before I sleep... and just sleep.. hahaha TEEUT!!!