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So today was so up and down I can't even tell you! First period was okay, cause I got to love Kate up before she leaves, but so 2nd period nothing happened and I found myself getting more and more pessimistic. So 3rd period completed the transformation, and I was just in a pissy mood altogther. So 4th period was jsut hell. We're plotting Mars' rotation, and I kid you not, i was a hairdsbreath from just bawling in class. But then I went to lunch and slowly my mood pickerd up, until in 5th period I was in full blown hysteric glee, harrasing this guy who doesn't normally sit near me. Then 6th period, where, at first I was kinda residually happy and then slowly I just slid into unhapiness again, when they showed a video of a restaurant roleplay Rachel, and another girl in my class had done. They both did terribly, but I did really well, and the whole class was praising my accent, and my use of the wiater phrases, and it was a total ego boost. So mom picked me up so that we could get a scoliosis checkup X-Ray of my spine. They told me in 2003 to come back 6 months later to get a check up, and I obviously never did. So we go in today and they made us wait over half an hour, but finally we go in, and they have me take off my shirt, and bra and put on one of those hopital gowns and go to get an X-Ray, so the X-ray comes back and I can see and actual 'S' shape in my spine and one side of my hip is signifigantly higher and it's horrible, but the doctor is like totally cool with it, saying how it's only an 8 degree bend, totally minor, but I'm looking really closely at my hips and i know damn well they don't tild like that. So finally I timidly mention to the doctor that maybe I had been leaning on one leg when they had done it, because it's so habitual for me. He looked really amused and like he was humoring me, and the nurse who set up the X-ray before looks the same, so they set me up and she's like, "You sure you're stanidng up straight?" And I'm totally determined not to fuck it up a second time, so they do it. Whent he results come back the doctor comes back in grinning and called me, and I quote, a "silly girl" for having leaned on the first one. I apoligized, and was releived to find that my spine has changed not at all, but that I should go to physical therapy to find exercises to get me in better shape, so that my back never hurts me. And that was pleasing, but then dad had to go and spoil it by lecturing me at home about my classes, which are actually not going to very badly.