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[mak3lov3notwar_]

wow i just like wrote a 238472348 minute long entry
and it got erased some how....
fuck me in the ass.
and it was all deep too,
but yeah im really starting to fall for Tommy and i
dont like it,
im just afraid that if i start to like him alot
im not even going to be able to see him you know.
i was on the phone with him till 2 in the morning today.
hes so amazing.
but yeah hes like, for sure my complete opposite.
hes in every way unlike me.
its like, you know that feeling were you really like
someone, but somthing is holding you back from
feeling it ?
like not so much somthing missing, but just like,
you think there hiding somthing...
i dont know. i like him but i dont.
i just think i hate it that he always has to go
to butt fuck places for work.
i dont know. im just fucking gay.
i think too much..

but yeah.