I suppose I could be a LITTLE less cryptic...
Hm. Well, my friends seem to be on a binge of angsty posts where they relate all the stuff that's bugging them-- I figure I ought to look for a little emotional support, too. Actually, I had something very specific in mind.
I suppose you guys deserve a little more than I gave you in my last post... so, I'm prepared to relate a few more details, but it really can't be anything more than a rough outline. Hopefully, someday I'll be able to tell all the details, but I really don't think everyone's ready to hear them yet.
OK. Imagine if you will the following "hypothetical situation". Person A likes Person B. A lot. But Person A is afraid of what will happen if he relates his feelings to Person B. So, he keeps his feelings secret. He's also pretty sure that he would never have a chance with Person B anyways. However, imagine that the Fates decide to drive this point forcefully home one day-- when Person A finds out on a certain 17th of April that Person B is already taken. Fits of angst ensue; Person A can't just erase his feelings for Person B, but now he knows for certain that those feelings will never go anywhere and will just result in more heartbreak. And he still really wants to be friends with Person B, too. But those conflicting feelings are unpleasantly like being torn in half. So, what is Person A to do?
That's something like it, at any rate. I'm really not sure how to deal with this.
On a somewhat related note, I'm fucking tired of secrets. Everybody has them; but not everybody can share them, even with people they care about. So, what are we to do? Think of this post as something of a "rebellion" against those secrets.
I really do appreciate you guys-- I want you to know that.
I suppose you guys deserve a little more than I gave you in my last post... so, I'm prepared to relate a few more details, but it really can't be anything more than a rough outline. Hopefully, someday I'll be able to tell all the details, but I really don't think everyone's ready to hear them yet.
OK. Imagine if you will the following "hypothetical situation". Person A likes Person B. A lot. But Person A is afraid of what will happen if he relates his feelings to Person B. So, he keeps his feelings secret. He's also pretty sure that he would never have a chance with Person B anyways. However, imagine that the Fates decide to drive this point forcefully home one day-- when Person A finds out on a certain 17th of April that Person B is already taken. Fits of angst ensue; Person A can't just erase his feelings for Person B, but now he knows for certain that those feelings will never go anywhere and will just result in more heartbreak. And he still really wants to be friends with Person B, too. But those conflicting feelings are unpleasantly like being torn in half. So, what is Person A to do?
That's something like it, at any rate. I'm really not sure how to deal with this.
On a somewhat related note, I'm fucking tired of secrets. Everybody has them; but not everybody can share them, even with people they care about. So, what are we to do? Think of this post as something of a "rebellion" against those secrets.
I really do appreciate you guys-- I want you to know that.