How it Goes (How Does it Go?)
Last night was so cozy. I made hamburger helper, then Charlie and I lay down and finished watching The Magnificent Seven and Hellboy II. Both great films! Tonight hanging out with Katie for her birthday, which should be fun too.
Lately I feel a little like I'm on a see saw. I'll feel really excited about something for a little bit, a few hours or a few days. And then I'll start to feel really down, usually about work. I know I'm lucky to have a job, but this is so far from what I want to be doing. People have told me I'm lucky to at least know what I want to be doing. I think it's almost worse to know exactly what kind of work you want to do, but have absolutely no way of getting a job in it, at least not for a little while.
But life goes on. Just have to work on focusing on the happy parts.
Lately I feel a little like I'm on a see saw. I'll feel really excited about something for a little bit, a few hours or a few days. And then I'll start to feel really down, usually about work. I know I'm lucky to have a job, but this is so far from what I want to be doing. People have told me I'm lucky to at least know what I want to be doing. I think it's almost worse to know exactly what kind of work you want to do, but have absolutely no way of getting a job in it, at least not for a little while.
But life goes on. Just have to work on focusing on the happy parts.