Don't hold it in
Write 15 things about 15 seperate people, but don't name them. They can be things you were too shy to tell people, things you wish you could tell them, or things you hate about them. Anything.
1) I know I’m not good enough for whatever your expectations are and I know I’m not as perfect as you are but good god, will you let me live with myself for one day of my life? Seriously.
2) I’m not broken and I am not going to let you break me, I’m still fighting for what I want to be and I will not allow your ghost to haunt me and take that away from me. I love what I have become.
3) I really did care about you and I think you really are a knight in shiny armor, even if you aren’t mine. For once I want to be able to say that you are the one of the most wonderful people I know without you thinking that I want you back.
4) So I lied, I pretended to be something I was not and you have become infatuated with my not-self. I’m sorry, I didn’t plan for this to get this out of hand, it was just a way to hide of what I was forced to face.
5) Sweetie, I love you and I believe you are a wonderful beautiful person, inside and out, but you need to stop allowing people to control you as they do. Look for your own self and discard those who don’t fit in with your image of how you want yourself to be.
6) Even though you aren’t the person I’ve known the longest you are the one that sure seems like it. You are my sister even if blood proves wrong and even though we tend to be quite opposite. I guess a bit of mildness in my temper wouldn’t harm nor would a bit of assertiveness in yours. You are a precious person, don’t you EVER let ANYONE tell you otherwise, and if they do tell them your little sister will beat their ass.
7) Stop messing with my fucking head dammit. You don’t like it. He knows it, I know it, you know it. Then why the hell do you keep on keeping this stupid façade up in which you speak to me and attempt to look interested? Why do you add me as one of your friends when you know we’re not. I don’t mean that I wouldn’t like to see what befriending you would be, it’s just that I know that’s not how it works.
8) I miss you. Well not you now, I miss the old you. You were so special and I adored the way you could stand up to things and be so honest yet sweet at the same time, the way you respected yourself and how you had a more positive view of life. Don’t take me wrong, I still adore you to no end and I still see you as one of the most precious people in my life, it’s just that you’re not the same person I met.
9) I don’t know what else to tell you but of how big of a difference you’ve made in my life. You are the one who has picked me up when I break, the one who has held me when I needed it and the one who has made me laugh when all I wanted was to cry. You’re the best friend I’ve ever had and I don’t know what I’d do without you.
10) I know I barely know you but you are such a sweet person and some one I want to keep around. You are totally one of a kind and I’m sure you know it. You’re just such a great human being, I hope you never changed. You are a role model.
11) I don’t agree with everything you do nor your personality at times as I know you don’t agree with my way of being yet I still love you and it kills me to see you break yourself so. Good god stop pretending you’re so arrogant and confident when we all know it’s a mask you put over yourself. Realize you are beautiful and some one people would kill to be with instead of hiding within your own games.
12) I am so sorry I did what I did I just needed a change of atmosphere, a break from all the shit I was going through and moving was the perfect chance. I just needed to take a breath out of the black oxygen that place had. I really miss you and I want you to know you are the one who keeps me, even in your absence, from going insane and doing that which I know I shouldn’t. You’re my lovely shoulder angel and the one who will so make me babysit her children when we grow older. I love you!
13) Ok I don’t know you. Like at all but I’d like to change that. I want to get to know you to see if the crush I have is justified or not. Oh you, will you let me near you?
14) I care for you yet I really shouldn’t. You have never really been a good friend to me, hell you try to make me less every time you can and even though I don’t let you it still bothers me how you have this strange competition in which you must attempt and prove your better than me. Sweetie, get over the fact that we are two different people and we are both better at our own things. Let it go and become the friend you claim to be.
15) I know you think that I don’t give a shit about you, that I just see you as an obstacle that I will abandon eventually and who I will forget about. You’re wrong. That I don’t show how much I care about you doesn’t mean I don’t, it just means I’m still hurt because you don’t know me how you should and how you accept him in his way of being yet not me. I know you try to understand me but can’t you try a bit harder? Understand I don’t hate you and every time you degrade me by believing I have no care about that which I have been thought you really do hurt me.