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May 24, 2006 22:29

This is only cut to spare your freinds page, its not private, just not interesting.

I'd better put this one down for posterity.

Dreamed that Dad called the siblings together to discuss something important. I was sure he was going to tell us that he was dying. The gathering was delayed--some of us were delayed in arriving because Aunt Edith died. Dad seemed more eager than ever to get us together to tell us something. It was very apparent to me at this point that he was going to die soon.

Now what's going on IRL now: I think Dad has emphizema but either doesn't know or (more likely) isn't saying. He is aging and more emotional, wanting family around more. It seemed very imortant to him to have a family reunion this year, and it was odd that he should ask me to help organize it. He has never asked me for anything. Ever. Or delegated any responsibility to me. Or assumed I was capable of assuming responsibility. Not really bitter, just a fact. Anywho, he also wants to start this family business, pretty obviously as a way to keep far reaching members of the family connected. We believe this is because he wants us to keep connected after he dies.

Who knows? Years of precog dreams and readings and I pegged Eric for demise, too. One never knows...

catarpillars, posterity

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