Be replaced by pints of whisey, cigarettes, and outer space.

Aug 05, 2009 12:14

He keeps telling me what a huge mistake I'd be making if I chose to leave him. I would be throwing away someone who can "give me the world."

But lately I'm starting to wonder what the "world" entails, exactly. Being cheated on? Being lied to? Being ignored? Only being spoken to often enough to remind me how I am apparently a "whore" and a "piece of shit"? Spending all my money and having nothing to show for it? Risking the things I love most?

And all I can think is that, if this is the world, he can keep it. He can have it. I'd rather go check out Mars or Venus, or maybe Neptune. There are other fish in the sea? No, there are other planets in space. Other constellations, asteroids, a million particles and floating gases I might like more than this "world" he's offering me.

Yeah, keep it. I've got my space suit on and I'm ready to leave.
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