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Do you ever think that someone is out to ultimately destroy you in some way? I think someone that was extremely close to my heart is doing that to me. Taking my dreams as their own to step all over me just to prove that they are better than me in every way. And I'm starting to get really aggravated by it. It troubles me because I feel that my true, honest opinion about them is going to spill eventually and they aren't going to like it. On another troubling note... I don't think anyone understands how much my being is in pain. I have lost the one man that I always thoght I could count on for anything. He was my everything. My inspiration and idol. I cry just knowing that the reason we aren't anymore is mainly my fault. It pains me to no end.
When in this tired life is everthing going to fall into place and just work for once? Why do people have to be so greedy and ruthless? When can the pain in my heart go away? When....? I can't take it anymore. I'm finally to the end of my rope. Done being nice to the people that don't deserve it and probably never deserved it in the first place. I'm done with being the one thats too caring, and to free-spirited. People just walk all over me. I'M DONE WITH IT ALL. For once in my exsistence I'm going to focus one the only people that matter... Me and my love.
When in this tired life is everthing going to fall into place and just work for once? Why do people have to be so greedy and ruthless? When can the pain in my heart go away? When....? I can't take it anymore. I'm finally to the end of my rope. Done being nice to the people that don't deserve it and probably never deserved it in the first place. I'm done with being the one thats too caring, and to free-spirited. People just walk all over me. I'M DONE WITH IT ALL. For once in my exsistence I'm going to focus one the only people that matter... Me and my love.