Been a while
I have not posted here in a while. I am today. Yesterday it hit me just how hard the chemo is doing things to my brain. I totally spaced out 5 times yesterday speaking to people not that I lost my train of thought but just forgot who I was talking to why and where I was at I got back on track and stalled till I could. I spoke with my Doctors office they said that the chemo was working and I would go thru these things, I was also told that it can a be a permanent side effect from chemo and PTSD combination by one of my relatives who is a cancer specialist in Chicago. She told me I would need tests and scans to see what extent the damage was in my brain to see if it had happened and if it was permanent or temper-airy or what. Wake the frak up and embrace the suck is all I can do. This sucks. Bye for now.