your never gonna be the only one
I miss the past so fucking much
Thinking back leaves me with one heavy chain twisting in my abdomen
My veins tied to chains in a fucking noose
Everything I had, a year ago from today, is all I want now
I was unhappy, but it's probably because I didnt know what being unhappy really is
Today, sitting here in a pool of content, everything sailing smoothly,
nothings going wrong, but does that really mean anythings going right either?
Everything is just going
;I now know what it means to actually be unhappy.
The irony is, above all else, the very thing I miss most from a year ago, I lost due to my own choice of letting it go.
Thinking back leaves me with one heavy chain twisting in my abdomen
My veins tied to chains in a fucking noose
Everything I had, a year ago from today, is all I want now
I was unhappy, but it's probably because I didnt know what being unhappy really is
Today, sitting here in a pool of content, everything sailing smoothly,
nothings going wrong, but does that really mean anythings going right either?
Everything is just going
;I now know what it means to actually be unhappy.
The irony is, above all else, the very thing I miss most from a year ago, I lost due to my own choice of letting it go.