Mar 14, 2019 09:50
... that I was in Helsinki, for some reason. In that dream Helsinki was, however, on the western part of the Scandinavian Peninsula. While I was in Helsinki in a tram or subway, I thought I saw out of the corner of my eye Meghan, but I ignore that. Later I was standing for some reason in a big room in twilight, like the hallways of a shopping mall when one third of the lamps would have been turned off. Then I saw Meghan again, this time she was wearing different clothes (a white sweater and small brown knitted jacket of sorts). I hesitantly looked at her, not sure whether she had seen me, wondering what she might think, but she came directly towards me. I wasn't sure at first what she had in mind, but then she smiled, and when she stood in front of me, we wrapped our arms around each other and hugged tightly again and again, and then telling what had happened in the meantime and good news of this and that sort, and some friends of mine showed up...
The dream also featured later a train trip to the scandinavian wilderness (which didn't last too long) and sitting in a small plan that wouldn't take off but fly only for a couple of meters before landing again in the backyards of a row of small houses on Helsinkis outskirts.
I don't know... When I fall in love with somebody, it's so difficult for me to let go. In the dream I was happy, but the effect when waking up and realising what was going on, the effect was the opposite.