Sep 14, 2005 04:06
Well, recently I told a crush of mine about my feelings and pretty much got shot down. Thats mostly what has been on my mind lately. Its been pretty hard, since I hadn't felt that way for a long time and it took a lot just to let myself feel again. Now I have to try and back off from those emotions without closing myself off again. Its going to be hard and I'm not really looking forward to it. So mostly I've been sitting in a self-imposed limbo hoping something will change without my effort.
Other then that, I've been trying to pump my brain full of as much anime I haven't seen yet as possible. I keep running across titles I meant to see at some point, or I hear someone at Dreamcatchers talk about this anime or that anime and its not always one I've heard of. I hate how often that happens too, it gives me that left out feeling I'm sure harkens back to the days of the elementary school playground. I've also been reading more manga and trying to pay more attention to anime soundtracks.
Some nice things, I've been hanging out with people from Dreamcatchers a lot more lately. I've done things like get back into Dance Dance Revolution, eat sushi and other asian foods, gone to kareoke, watched new anime, played video games, and drank a LOT of bubble tea. Class itself is going good too, if not a bit slow. We've gone to a new format and are doing some more basic acting type things rather then just practicing lip sync and whatnot. I think getting back to the basics like characterization will be a nice refresher course after being out of the acting scene for 3 or 4 years now. I need to work on gruffer voices too, since the "prince" type roles are not going to be in every anime.
Thats it for now. 4AM and I'm actually tired for once. Imagine that.