Alcohol, Music, & Long Drives To Nowhere...

[majickangel]

I went out with Nichole last night. We were going to go to Friday's...but it was packed. We wanted to go somewhere where they serve alcohol since we are of age now. We ended up at Chili's with a hott, totally hott waiter. We ordered electric lemonade to drink. And we got our dinner. And then our drinks got a little watery, and all you could taste was the strong acid taste of limon rum. So we ended up on the road, heading nowhere, listening to great songs (You're so vain~Carly Simon and many more) and just singing, and having a blast. We drove everywhere, just playing loud music and singing our hearts out. It makes me feel better than I feel right now. I'm feeling kind of blah. I know why...but I'd rather just keep it to myself. Since it's easier to do that.

I'm thinking about seeing a doctor for my panic attacks, since they are not the most healthy thing.

I think I'm going to go for a walk. A long one. I feel like I need to just get away for a bit. To escape.

xoxo