Boston...

Sep 09, 2003 18:28

So Jimmy and myself went into Boston, and we spent Ian's break with him. He kept shoving me into things like the stairs and a metal fence. And I'd shove him right back. Jimmy and I walked on Newbury Street since the interview thing will be there on some Tuesday. So after, when we walked Ian back to work, he looked at me and asked me what I was doing tonight, and I said nothing, and he asked me to come over and watch a movie with him. And I said sure.

Then I came home. And told my dad I was going to a study session, and sometimes I'd wish my mom would just be dumb when I wanted to go out. She knew I was going to see Ian. And then she pulled the whole you can't afford anything...yada yada yada. And I said well, I don't want to be your age doing the things I should have at my age. And she's all like you have to be home at 10, and in the middle of the fight, Ian calls. Ian says to me you sound stressed. And my mom's in the room, so I'm like oh it's homework and shit. And then when my mom left the room, I told him what it was that was bothering me. He told me to hang on for another hour, and we'd hang out. He asked me if I could still go out, and I said yes, but that I had to be home at 10. Cause I do have an 8:30 class tomorrow, and because my mom wants me home at that time. He told me not to shoot anyone. Riiight. And my mom's all like if you wanna be 21 and free, then pay room and board, and I'd rather move out than to do that. So dilema dilema. And she's like well, if you get hot and heavy with Ian, you know you can't go out everynight, and why doesn't he come pick you up? etc etc. So I hope he calls soon so I can run away.

So I'm off. And I suck. I have so much money issues...sometimes it'd be easier if I was never born.

xoxo

MAJICKANGEL'S :WUMPSCUT: SONG LYRIC IS
they hungered for surviving
for hail and ideals great
but oh they were just diving
into pain and hate

no soul on dusty ground
no life was there awaiting
just bones of men are found
no feelings generating

~ "Crucified Division" from Dried Blood Of Gomorra

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