Fucking seething. Can't sleep
I found out during dinner that mother dearest had threatened my dad that she would confront me personally to make singil the amount she pawned her jewelry for. She would demand from me the 35k she had given up so that I could go to cooking school.
Big fucking deal. First of all, it was never her money. She has never worked a day in her life, she has never earned a single centavo. All she calls her own was given by/taken/squandered/stolen from my dad. And she has the audacity to claim it as hers.
Fine mother. I will return it all. Not a peso less. As soon as I am able. You'd be dead by then, but I promised to return it, so yes, I'll nuzzle it next to your cold hard body. I'll force it into your frozen, wicked grasp. I'll let it be known the amount you'd be buried with. I hope 35k still amounts to something in the future. Maybe one day in the future desperate gravediggers would defile your grave, and I can only hope, defile your body as well.
I await the day you confront me again. I won't be as weak.
Edit: Lord, give me the strength to stay all-Christian regarding this matter. My hands are shaking in anger as I type this. I don't care about her. At all. But I do care about the people she's hurting, the people she's scheming against.
Big fucking deal. First of all, it was never her money. She has never worked a day in her life, she has never earned a single centavo. All she calls her own was given by/taken/squandered/stolen from my dad. And she has the audacity to claim it as hers.
Fine mother. I will return it all. Not a peso less. As soon as I am able. You'd be dead by then, but I promised to return it, so yes, I'll nuzzle it next to your cold hard body. I'll force it into your frozen, wicked grasp. I'll let it be known the amount you'd be buried with. I hope 35k still amounts to something in the future. Maybe one day in the future desperate gravediggers would defile your grave, and I can only hope, defile your body as well.
I await the day you confront me again. I won't be as weak.
Edit: Lord, give me the strength to stay all-Christian regarding this matter. My hands are shaking in anger as I type this. I don't care about her. At all. But I do care about the people she's hurting, the people she's scheming against.