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i'm sitting in the library updating because i have no friends... everybody went off campus without me so i just like came here... at least i can look semi-cool if i'm sitting in front of a computer... i'm so sick of high school... i was sick of it the minute i walked on it... this summer i'm definately doing something that'll get me otta here faster... maybe i'll switch schools... i almost did for his year... but that was because my dad was pissed because of all of granada's scheduling problems... i don't think my parents ill let me change though... mayb i'll run away to some big city on a bus and be just another inconspicuous lonely stranger wandering the streets, looking for something that i can't find... or maybe i'll refuse to get outta bed and eventually waste away to nothing and just be forgotten... or maybe i'll go swallow all my mom's super-strength arthritis medicine that i know is sitting in her bathroom... ten i could speed up my dissappearing process... 'cause that's what's happening... i'm becoming invisible... laura, rachel, and sam act like i'm dead... except when hey're laughing at me behind m back... all the guys treat me like some stupid bitch who's not worth their time... my parents, god let's not even go there... i'm sick of their bull crap... nobody would even notice if i didn't wake up tomorrow morning...