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Hello.
I've not written in this thing for ages.
I tonight for the first time have found myself in a situation that I think proves beyond a doubt that my mental stability is no longer.
I was sitting watching some inane film on television, "Stan" or such-like and suddenly I found myself wanting to cry...at first I couldn't...like...when you want to sneeze but can't...then I did...but it wasn't really proper crying. It's like something came to the surface and affected me and tears appeared like I was getting ready to really let forth my grief...then it subsided and I was just left in tears...dunno...CBA to write more...
Oh I also looked through my old sketchpad and there is some fucked up stuff in there :/
I was definatly not a happy teenager. I don't even remeber writing/drawing half the stuff in there.
I've not written in this thing for ages.
I tonight for the first time have found myself in a situation that I think proves beyond a doubt that my mental stability is no longer.
I was sitting watching some inane film on television, "Stan" or such-like and suddenly I found myself wanting to cry...at first I couldn't...like...when you want to sneeze but can't...then I did...but it wasn't really proper crying. It's like something came to the surface and affected me and tears appeared like I was getting ready to really let forth my grief...then it subsided and I was just left in tears...dunno...CBA to write more...
Oh I also looked through my old sketchpad and there is some fucked up stuff in there :/
I was definatly not a happy teenager. I don't even remeber writing/drawing half the stuff in there.