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May 12, 2003 13:08

people can say whatever they want when they say it in an email.. they can lie and not even bat an eye.. they can tell you they love you and miss you but when you talk to them on the phone, they seem like they couldnt care less wether you talked at all. i dont know.. i'm getting really fed up. I'm starting to question things about people. one person in particular. I dont know what to do, the only time we really talk is over email.. and then its like 'yeah yeah i dont really give a damn' the rest of the time.. i dont know how much i can handle.. i feel like i'm the only one that is really serious about this relationship. i dont know anymore.. i'm so confused. i dont know what to think or what she thinks.. the only time she really expresses herself to me is in emails and notes.. and thats really confusing
and she apparently went to her ex's the night before she left. the ex she supposedly hates.
she came back yesterday. got an email from her today. no i missed you, no nuthin.. but whatever.. i'm done ranting too pissed off to really give a damn right now.
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~Ter
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