Aaaw, Momo. ;__;' Sometimes I don't know why we even bother to hold Saki in our thoughts, but there are other times when I am reminded by Tess that we are the bigger men, thus why we don't act on hateful impulse. There are many times that I was just wanted to drop Saki out of my life and act as if Saki is dead, but then I'd be JUST LIKE Saki. You tried to fix things, Saki should have never said things are fixed and then tell everone else that they aren't. Very childish and pathetic. I know Saki has like, DEEP hate fore me, which humors me because all I've done to this Saki is smile and bare everything Saki has ever done to me, and my friends. Saki may think Saki is all high and mighty at the moment, looking to friends in old enemys... But whatever, if things ever do get fixed, great. Now I don't know what to do, nor am I going to even bother anymore. I know I've tried more then Saki to fix things, but everytime I even thought of a second chance, I hear that Saki has done more unspeakable acts, so if Saki even wants to be on good terms with me, I better hear some apologies, if not, then whatever, I have other friends. It's not like I'm going to plot horrible things towards Saki. Please, for one, I'm better then that, and plus I actually HAVE a life, I don't sit on my ass everyday watching TV and looking up singers and models, too afraid to go online and see my "ex-friends". Anyone who lives a life like that might aswell age 50 years in an hour... *sighs* Well... I have no real advice for you. You can either keep trying, or just move on, either choice will be slightly hard.
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